When I First Saw You, I Was Afraid To Talk To You
When I First Talked To You, I Was Afraid To Like You
When I First Liked You, I Was Afraid To Love You
Now That I Love You, I'm Afraid To Lose You
hey hey!! first and foremost, this is my new blog template. designed by the one and only wahyudin. but then thats becoz he is the only wahyudin i know ah.. haha.. yea i know its similar to his own blog template but i dun care... nice means nice.. haha.. so... THANKS A LOT WAHYUDIN!!
yesterday while playing badminton, me, sf, nic, wyd was talking about food ah.. wat in particular? erm.. in malay its kerang and siput.. haha.. english ah.. hmm.. clams and escargot? haha.. something liddat ah.. i dunno.. my malay really bad can.. haha..
the amazing thing is that today when my grandma returned from the market, i went to the kitchen to see and guess wat.. she bought siput!! woots!! and i didn't even tell her.. YEA!! my grandma rox!! she said that she felt that someone wanted to eat and there u have it. she bought siput.. haha.. next week she buying kerang!! yeah yeah!!
well since i wanted to eat them so bad, i helped with the cooking. first we had to cut out the back part of the shell so that its easier to get the filling inside later.. while cutting, since they were still alive, tried to climb up the container and escape.. haha.. *no escaping for u all, mwahaha* then they were all washed and cooked *sizzle sizzle* haha.. took a few pictures just now.. dun ask y i took them. just wanted to. =D
here they are!! all cut and washed in this red container.. hehe
my grandma!! woots!!~ haha.. that's when she was washing the siput.. dun let me help and my mum was just too scared to touch them. haha
walah!! the cooked siput.. haha. mmm.. can't wait to eat.. haha.. pinched a few while waiting for dinner. *oops shouldn't have said that.. haha.. :X
hey hey!! haha.. bloggin coz ppl say my blog dead le.. haha.. now come back to life and u get zombie blog!! haha.. kk.. sorry.. :P
ok.. basically today went out with family and my aunt's family and my uncle's family.. haha.. 3 families la.. haha.. uncle's bdae ah.. so he treated all 3 families.. cool rite.. haha.. had dinner at swensens' at terminal 2.. ate a lot seh.. really a lot.. haha.. wat i ate was... salmon and mushroom pasta, 1/4 chicken pizza and chocolate malt ice cream.. haha..
after that we all took a long walk after the heavy dinner.. walked arnd T2 and then went to T3 to take a look.. was running all over the place ah.. actually running from my cousins and sister who wanted me to carry them... they all heavy le ah.. and i old le.. so cannot carry that much anymore ah.. haha..
took a lot of pics ah just now.. so just take a few to let u all see.. haha..
all the ice creams on my side of the table!! mine is that one in the top corner.. haha!
the bill! THE BILL!! $399.50 seh.. really.. i went o.O when i saw it..
family pic!! haha.. my 2nd bro and myself not inside.. haha.. but my cousins are there though..
my parents.. :D
my cousin nabilah, me, and my sis fatin
my other cousin who is nabilah's bro ashraf, me, and my sis again!!
that is my sis in my sweater.. haha..
the cheeky 3 yr old ashraf
ahah.. me.. i was bored ah.. so.. :D
my 2nd bro... told me to take a pic that made him look taller than that building back there.. and it looks like he was patting that thing. haha..
hi all!! :D haha.. been very happy these few days.. reason ah.. hmm.. hmm... hmm.. dun tell u.. haha.. well ytd i watched hitman ah.. damn style.. power seh.. dunno y my fren told me that it wasn't nice.. now i think 47 is such a cool number. he is like so god damn accurate and fast ah.. especially that part where he fought 3 other hitman.. wanna die with honour then from the back take out 2 swords.. power.. haha..
thanks for the christmas present darling~
went to sch today to get my hdd back from wyd.. asked him to put some new stuff inside but haven't checked yet ah.. then i bought new shoes just so that my bro wun complain me using his shoes anymore.. haha.. then after that went to NEA to sign my temp employment documents.. finally.. all i can say after today that i am addicted seh.. haha.. to wat ah.. haha.. duwwan tell u as well.. too bad~~ haha..
love you darling~
THE FREAKING COMMON TEST FINALLY ENDED!!!! YAHOOOOO!!!!! haha.. omg.. that was crazy.. haha.. well.. bpt was horrible.. i did all the questions that i could... then the calculation qns were funny.. haha.. i answered those that i can... then the ones that i could not figure out how to do rite.. i rolled my eraser.. yeah.. u read correctly.. i seriously did that. haha. well its over so YAHOOOO!!!!!
tmr playing badminton in sch again.. finally!! haha.. so long le.. my friggin hand twitching le.. i see my racket at home i want to swing.. haha.. tomorrow i'm gonna go all wild playin.. haha... suddenly rmb this character in Prince of Tennis.. haha.. whenever he touches his racket he takes on a different personality.. hah.. he'll start talking in eng and says "MOERUZE!!! BURNING!!" with the flaming aura around him..
haha.. well that's all ah for now.. nothing much to say neways.. haha.. just that.. badminton.. badminton.. badminton.. :P
hi ppl.. today had protein tech and marketing.. the paper was ok ah.. but no confidence in myself at all.. i'm like so mentally tired now.. can't think properly.. well.. wat's over is over and done with.. but wth.. tmr is bpt seh... i know for sure that i am gonna die for that paper... BPT JUST SUX LA!!!
no mood to put that dunno how many papers down thing... ending here le.. ciao
yoz!!! haha.. today had mol gen.. :D damn happy ah after paper.. lucky i got do tutorial.. syiok la.. but dunno about careless mistakes ah... blardie shit seh.. keep making careless mistakes nowadays..
now must study for marketing and protein tech.. go die la marketing... waste my time only... protein tech.. haha.. thanks god for michael's notes.. he rock!! haha.. make my life so much simpler.. nvm ah... tmr still ok.. friday... knn.. got bpt.. i will blardie die for that module... GG^infinity sia.. haha.. k la.. that is all for today.. cya!!
4 down!! 3 to go!! HAHAHAHA!!
blardie hell... immuno... careless.. so far i calculated.. 12 blardie marks gone.. kk fine.. my fault.. never read the question properly..
then after that study for bioinfo.. haha.. everyone was going crazy at P.411. audrey was walking around the room and hitting the wall.. wileen was standing on the table.. alvin was standing AND shaking on the table.. yea.. shaking sia.. moving his butt round and round liddat.. haha.. xb, jun yi and myself were just sitting down looking at them.. laughing our heads off.. :D then do the paper le.. i think not bad ah.. but got mistakes here and there.. haizz... stupid paper.. go die la... support (WH)^2!!
now i'm studyin mol gen.. haha.. i know i shouldn't be blogging la.. haha.. but just to cool down a little.. got like lec 4, 5a, 5b and 6 to study.. looks little rite? but knn de a lot la.. haha.. k la.. go back study le la.. i'm under orders to sleep latest by 12midnight.. haha.. i'm not blaming u la.. i know its for my own good.. :D *hugs
3 down!! 4 to go!! HAHAHA!!!
told u that the "HA" would get longer.. :P
hi hi.. common test week is officially here le.. i know i shud be studying.. i know i know.. but just couldn't help myself.. haha.. but i'm blogging during my break k... after a gruesome time of absorbing immuno and bioinfo.. haha. actually got nothing else to say le.. haha.. just had to blog.. i'll end off by saying ----->
1 DOWN AND 6 TO GO!! HA!!
observe the ha getting longer tomorrow and the subsequent days after..
AARRGGHH!!!!!!! TOMORROW COMMON TEST START LE!!!! haha.. k.. that was refreshing :P not that i really shouted anyway.. haha! kk first things first this afternoon just returned from chalet with my malay XMS buddies and bruce and leonard. It was fun overall ah but spent most of my time studying anyways. So med micro finish le!! haha. the first nite was cool ah.. tried to sleep but couldn't so me, nerd and, wyd played cards. in the end they ended up teaching me how to play dai dee (dunno spell correct or not) using UNO cards.. yeah.. really.. haha.. then after a few games we got bored and spent the next hour or so playing PS2.. turns out i knocked out kinda early so i left the 2 of them playing on their own. haha.
Study wise i think i'm really in trouble sia... kk.. protein tech finish le.. med micro finish le.. immuno only 3 lectures.. mol gen only 3 lectures.. bioinfo haven start.. marketing haven start.. bioprocess tech also haven start!!! ARGH!!! haha.. haizz.. dunno la.. wat's that saying again? hmm... oh ya.. we'll cross the bridge once we come to it.. common bridge.. come to me faster.. cross le then settle liao la.. haha. k la k la.. that's all for now.. i wanna start on my immuno man..
long time never blog le. next week common test week le but tomorrow got to go chalet. i just feel so damn tired.. i dun want to do anything at all. just nothing. dun wanna think, talk, move. this feeling just sux but that is how i honestly feel. if only i can just dissapear for a while. maybe once i return then i would feel ok and everything shud go to how it should be. tired.. just tired..
something is definitely wrong with me.. what exactly i dunno.. the way i think, the way i react has been changing. is it good? is it bad? what should i do abt it?
there is this feeling i have inside that i just dun dare confront. for this pain is worth it if those around me are happy. wat happens to me don't matter at all.
